I'm still 13 but I badly wanna die. I don't have alot of friends, yeah maybe I do have some, but most of them are fakes. I can't talk to them. My life is miserable. My parents? I hate them. Friends? I also hate them. They are fake. I hate everything. Then life problems just go with them. I hate everything. Even myself, no one wants me to still be alive. But I don't want to kill myself, I want God to do that. But Christ just moves so slow. I'm tired, I'm tired of this shit. I'm tired of being alive. I want to peacefully rest. I don't know what do anymore with my life. All I want is to rest. And never wake up.