I need some advice. Prior to COVID lived in NYC and worked for investment firm as a very high level Executive assistant/Chief of Staff to COO and compliance with lots of project management. I worked with coach identified potential next move then COVID hit. Firm I was with was shedding jobs so I moved across country. I took what I thought initially was transition job as an executive assistant but was horrible.
Then in November I landed an analyst role with a healthcare company. Its a different industry but from description and conversations felt good. I accepted job and its turned into 3 months of hell. I am sinking and have asked for help and no help. My manager just sits there with cold face in conversations. Everything I ask its as if she is irritated. In the first weeks I asked and asked about expectations and received nothing.
My confidence has hit an all time low. I am completely embarassed 2nd job that has not worked out. I am just waiting to hear its not working out. Its not working, but I am single and nothing has came up and I have bills. I am filled with constant anxiety and nothing I do is good enough.
I have started applying to jobs but not seeing anything.
Any advice. I feel like I walked into fire with no training. Obviously I want out how can I manage if I stay?