I haven't liked my job for over the last 6 years. But for some reason I stayed with the company. I was stretched thin, had 10 hour days, didn't seem my family, barely had time to eat and honestly... forgot how to smile. My days off were me trying to recover mentally just to turn around and start again.
Fast forward to two months ago, coronavirus happens and we are closed down for a few months. It's been the best two months of my life. I'm spending time with kids, exercising, eating better and smiling. People are now returning to work and I've since declined the offer and decided to not return. After making the decision, 1 million pounds lifted off my shoulders. But now I'm jobless, uninsured, and slightly panicking that I made the wrong decision. My spouse and friends have been really supportive about this but I'm now questioning my judgement. Not sure what to do/think of this?