Being a homemaker is very time consuming rather some would believe it or not. I've been out of work for 13 years! I manage a home of 7 people total which is like taming a circus. I handle day to day schedules for everyone, plan weekly meals, maintain the bills, I'm also a uber driver to kids getting the sports and after school activities. So why is it so horrifying to get back out there in the job field? Fear of failure, because a boss can just fire me but my family can't. Fear of not meeting the new era modern world way of working. I've been out of the job world for so long I wouldn't even know where to began. The ideal job for me would be to work from home because of my busy schedule already. Where do I even begin? Its funny how people can go down a list of qualifications you have & you on the other hand can't. To me I'm just a mother of five beautiful kids & a wife to an amazing man who all depend on me. However, I know there is more to me, where do I start? "Fear Of Forward"