I work in a toxic environment. Lately thing have gotten worse. I wake up with a headache and go to bed with one. I started breaking out and I'm stressed from the chaotic situation. My headache was so bad this morning, that I had to pull over on my way to work. I've had some bad jobs, but I've never experienced anything like this nor do I recall ever feeling this way. I'm generally healthy and not prone to headaches.
Pulling over this morning should have been a sign. I got to work and the drama just hit the fan between messy office politics, people gossiping, others arguing, etc. I seriously considered not coming back after my lunch break. I know it's not the best thing to do, but I can't see working at this company another 2 weeks, and I'm ready to turn in my resignation today though I do not have another job lined up.
I don't intend on putting my current position on my resume because I don't trust that they'll give me a recommendation or a fair recommendation, and I've been in the position 7 mos. so I could explain the employment gap since I'm part-time enrolled in a graduate program. I've spoken w/ HR about my concerns and experience, and HR advised me to get out and stated that she is also looking for another job after being w/ the company 2 yrs. Not sure how to handle this situation, but I know I need and want out immediately.