Feeling like to take off from career and prepare for some other job due to unsatisfaction and pregnancy.
Here, I think this a time where my mind and health both are not feeling ready to continue my job.
When I joined my job due family reasons and my determination for doing a job. But since I am earning fine and then things became a bit dependent on me after marriage I thought to continue my this job and grow my interest in this, but my interest always been lies in my further education, teaching and research field. But because of the thoughts and intuitions that it will going to take both time and money, I dropped the idea to continue for to go on my interest.
So, if i would say I am deliberately putting my interest in the present job and doing a lot of hard work is not wrong.
But now at this time when after getting pregnant, this job now feels harder after 4 years. I wants to go back to my interest and wants my further studies and at the same time I am able to give and enjoy my time with my coming baby or either I am thinking too much that I should continue my this job only!
After pregnancy I am feeling bored, insecured and worried for my career and how will I going to manage things?