My pregnancy story isn't what I was hoping for

Not long after my husband and I got married, we decided we wanted to have a kid. I had my regular OB checkup and let her know I was going to try and start trying to have a baby. After a few months of trying, she gave us some tips on how to increase our chances. Time was ticking and before we knew it we were on a “fertile” diet, tracking ovulation days, and spending tons of $$$ on pregnancy tests (there are so many kinds). After returning to my OB, we decided to go the Clomid route. No dice... So my husband went to get tested. His doctor visit included a clean cup and a not-so-clean magazine. Days went on, no news. No news, is good news, right? The doctor finally called to tell us that there was no sperm in my husbands semen. I’ll never forget that moment. I felt like I had passed out but was still standing. But I wanted to share because there are so many people that can’t conceive. And even if they can, miscarriages and complications happen. This is the story of life and we must talk about it vs. hide it. We’re heading to see a Urologist next week and who knows what will happen. Our story hasn’t ended but we’re along for the journey and are in this together.