After sacrificing my health to save a patient from being injured I am now faced with health issues of my own. On top of that bad reviews from my boss have left me unable to find any other job. The only job I can get is the lowest paid job. I felt like my self-esteem has been hit so freaking hard. I was once a star news paper reporter at one time until that position was removed then I went into healthcare to make a difference. But I feel like it was all for nothing. Now I am looked down on and my former co-workers laugh at me behind my back. It's terrible.