In 11/2020 it’ll be my 10th year in my company. Over the last three years I’ve been working in Canada (originally from U.K.) in the Canadian branch. It’s been the most challenging three years. I don’t gel with leadership very well. They don’t seem to trust me. I’ve tried changing my language, shutting up and agreeing to what they need, body language but nothing works. I’ve tried confiding in one manager but they’re all best friends...! I want to try and stay until my 10th year At least but I’m finding it so hard. Over the last three years I’ve tried to take on other responsibilities to distract myself, people related events to better the culture, but wasn’t credited for any of the effort I put in, and was also told to stick to my role instead... I’ve tried to focus on self development and build up my personal CV but I feel a bit stuck. I woke up this morning and stared at my
Mac for about 20mins before work... I really couldn’t...and took a mental health day instead. If anyone has any advice on how to deal with in this situation please share!!! I’m already stressing about tomorrow ?!