Disability

I am a mom of a one year old and I have epilepsy it is genetic and I am so afraid that if I have another baby he or she might get it. I just don't want my kid/kids to go through what i have to go through not only that. I would hate myself if any of my kids do get it and they get bullied because of it. But having kids who have epilepsy or don't have epilepsy I would love them no matter what cause they are my kids. But I now know how my mom felt when she had me and my brother and sister