Before the quarantine, I already knew that I wanted to end my public school art teaching job and find something that was a little less stressful. (To anyone who has ever thought that teaching art would be a fun job my answer would be- "sometimes.") Now that the country is thrown into chaos and the pool of jobseekers is getting more and more crowded, I feel myself getting despondent, mainly because without that title of "teacher," I don't really know what to apply for. I figure that I'm very capable of doing many things because as an artist and a teacher, I have constantly taught myself new skills, learned to be my own best advocate, manage a million things at once, and be an expert communicator, salesperson, leader, and team player. But when I look at the majority of jobs offered, I can't find anything that I seem qualified for, and a new layer of guilt that I'm looking for work when I already have a job when so many other people are out of one.