So I’ve been at my job for 4 years now, and it’s been the worst for my mental health. I have anxiety and go through bouts of loneliness and depression, and working where I’m at has not been helpful. I planned to make this my last year here but when we’d shutdown for the pandemic back in April, things changed. I was on unemployment for three months and made more money than when I was working, but I knew it would run its course eventually. However, I’d gotten my job back and at first I didn’t want to go but then I thought, “why not stay again until I find another better paying job?” So I went back. Now I feel even worse than ever because the environment is even more draining and toxic than before we’d shut down. And my boss is no help because yesterday she yelled at me to hurry up and get back on the floor after I was 10 minutes late, which wore me down and almost made me cry. This has happened before too; when we’d had to get up at 6 am to do inventory she screamed at us to “hurry up” and “let’s go guys you’re being too slow!”. I know it’s easy to just pack up and quit but I feel like I can’t because I have nothing lined up. Every job I’ve applied for I got rejected and I’m just losing a lot of hope right now.