Hello there! I'am a first time mom to a 4 month old baby boy. I am currently employed and I have to go back to work this coming week and our company's protocol is to stay there on weekdays for our safety. I feel so sad while packing my things. When I look at my son, I want to cry but I dont want my mother see me that way. I really want to resign but I cant because no one will support my parents and siblings. I am torn between two important things. I dont know what to do ???