A few recent posts resonated with me and posting here in an anonymous manner is one step closer to feeling like I can share this information (in public).

A few recent posts resonated with me and posting here in an anonymous manner is one step closer to feeling like I can share this information (in public).

While working full-time at a position with a horrible work-life balance and as also a reservist in the military (which is NOT part-time by the way) I was diagnosed with leukemia - it is chronic and I will have it the rest of my life. It started with hives that wouldn't go away, that's when I took note of other symptoms: nausea, weight loss, painful abdomen, sore joints, overly tired, out of breath, headaches, vision issues, and bruising. After starting meds for the cancer I developed another condition called trigeminal neuralgia (wouldn't wish that on anyone). I constantly deal with side effects of treatment - though put on my best face and make it through each day.

I did my best at my last position (I was there 15 years) while dealing with these illnesses - even though I had an FMLA in for 3 days off of work a week I was working 70+ hours a week. Took a hard look at things and decided to look for somewhere that had a better work-life balance. I found that position and have been here about 18 months however I am currently looking for something else as I missed a ton of red flags! It was like I was searching for anything that seemed better.

The military reserves is making me retire as my illnesses prevent my continued service. I get it. I am ok with it (don't have a choice).

I know I don't have it as bad as others going through illnesses, and I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me - but I want to get it out there as there are so many people that are dealing with some crappy things - life isn't always puppy dogs and rainbows and it feels nice to put this out there in the interwebs.